subsomatic
Rage Against the Machine – Know Your Enemy
Mint Royale – My Heart Is Beating Fast
Film Noir World – Sleeping City
Quantic – Trouble from the River
June 28th, 2005 - 1:14 p.m.
God, I could do this shit forever. The layouts are UNLIMITED! Like the limited boundries on career opportunities at WalMart. But better.
June 28th, 2005 - 11:10 a.m.
I feel like a wreck. I'm sitting slumped in my chair sipping on the coffee from the mug that isn't really leaving my mouth. I figured an update was in order.
Well, I'm officially out of money. I have no more debt to build up. In other words, I'm screwed. From here on out, I'm going to have to magically produce enough money to pay bills and such through the means of pawn shops and ebay. Thank god I've got a paycheque coming on monday. hopefully. i mean, they're not always on time with these things. please god don't let the fucking rent cheque bounce this month. i'm so tired of being poor. i can't keep commuting.
It's hot and muggy everywhere. luke told me that there is actually crap in the air that's affecting the chemical make up inside people's brains, and that's why everyone's depressed. all i know is that it's brutal.
June 23rd, 2005 - 9:56 p.m.
So this is as much as an overhaul as I can manage right now. I realize now that I am not very creative. These three thingers took me two days to make. Given, the one with spinny lines took me some time to debug. I figure this is the ultimate kelly layout, though, because everytime I feel ANY creative juice, I can just make layouts to add to this thing. Rock on.
June 21st, 2005 - 2:49 p.m.
time for a fucking overhaul to this site. cam seems to be down because i never update it. i'm taking some time for me to get my shit together. patience please!
June 12th, 2005 - 8:35 p.m.
The last two weeks of my life have been...undesirable. Today was the apex of shitiness. I hate most things right now and can't figure out what to do with myself other than smoke.
In celebration of this horribleness, Andrew and I have decided to take the next weekend off and go find some remote campground in northern algonquin. Hopefully i'll get out of my funk. Right now, this prospect is all i've got.
*Sorry for the dismal update. HAppy go-lucky Kelly will return shortly. Maybe.*
June 8th, 2005 - 11:24 a.m.
In the women's bathroom, here at work, the hook on the back of the stall door casts a reflection that makes it look like Darth Vader is standing in the bathroom stall while you're sitting on the toilet. It's a little creepy.
June 6th, 2005 - 4:19 p.m.
I feel like I'm slowly starting to lose my shit. I had a bit of a breakdown over the weekend and that "feel like crap" thing isn't going away. I have momments of feeling better, but then I realize that my financial situation is digging itself further into the hole, and I start getting freaked out again. When it comes down to it, I really can't afford to work in Toronto and commute, which blows. I really like my job. Engage is a great company. But I can't afford to drive in every day. There is also nothing to do at work right now, so I'm slowly frustrating myself with trying to learn flash functions and such that I don't know how to do. So then I try and just surf around for a bit and then I can't bring myself to get back to doing the hard stuff. So here I am, as frequently happens, and I don't want to do anything - not that there's really anything to do. But I can't go home early, because I need to get back to working full days. My paycheque is late. Bell and TDCanadatrust are now both fucking me over. I kind of feel likesd;lsjdf;kjsdf...like shit. I feel like shit.
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