subsomatic
Rage Against the Machine – Know Your Enemy
Mint Royale – My Heart Is Beating Fast
Film Noir World – Sleeping City
Quantic – Trouble from the River
07/31/02
Apologies for the lack of decent updates, if anyone actually cares.
Getting DSL tomorrow which should make things a lot easier since I'm still using dial-up. Thanks the lord.
Enetation, which I was using for the comments a while ago seems to be kind of sketchy due to server problems but it looks like everything is back up and running on their site, so I'll put the comment stuff back up. I should really learn how to do some of this stuff on my own but I'm too lazy for now.
In other news, I discovered that I've got a whole bunch of old Nintendo RPGs on my computer so it seems as though I might have to battle Craig to use this thing. He was playing from about 9:30 this morning to 6:00 this evening. Arg. Made for a pretty boring day for me but I guess thats my own fault.
New apartment is good. Everything is set up and Craig finally put the last of the stuff away a couple of days ago. He already wants to re-arrange stuff but we don't have a lot of space to work with...
I guess that's it for now....
07/23/02
I'm not quite sure how to take this....(the link apparently doesnt work..sorry)
Take the What Kind of Slacker are you? Quiz
07/20/02
Is it possible? I'm completely freakin bored with the internet. There's so few sites out there that I visit regularly and half of them have dissapeared. I'm sick of seeing sites that look exactly like mine..or maybe I'm sick of the fact that my site looks just like everybody elses. All I do now when I'm online is play yahoo games and check my non-existant email.
BAH! I need something NEW!
07/18/02
It's been a while.
So I'm moved in and all is well despite the fact that I don't have high speed connection yet. Boo to that. Hopefully it should be taken care of soon. Fuckin Symatico HighSpeed blah blah blah isn't avaliable here sooooo...we shall see.
Um...other than that....things are going pretty well, I've started that working thing pretty regularly and it's going ok. My only problem really is that I get bored and restless because there isn't a whole crap load to do in the kitchen at a bar, but I have to look busy all the time. I sweep a lot. A lot. And wash things two or three times. It sounds insane....maybe it is.
Ideally, I'm hoping to have a new site up soon...no, not layout....site...more to come on that later. I've got to get my connection before I make any big plans.
Updates will be more regular from now on....
07/10/02
So Craig and I got the apartment. I'm excited. It's so nice. Big and opens up onto the river and stuff. We signed the lease today and we get keys tomorrow. Yay! *claps hands*
Other than that, not alot has been going on. It's really nice being able to see a boyfriend every day, thought, I have to admit. We hang out downtown a lot and generally just chill. Good relaxation. Craig's gotta find a job soon, 'cuz I can't support his ass forever.
On that note, I started work yesterday. Made lot's of pizza but that's about it. I'm working in the kitchen at Trappers (a bar) and apparently it's not busy during the summer but it gets a little hectic during the school year. Needless to say, I'm glad that I'm starting now.
So yeah, I guess that's it. Might be a bit of a lapse of updates while I'm moving but thing should be back to normal after we get the move over with.
07/07/02 - later
This is how I waste my time while I'm supposed to be doing laundry...
07/07/02
Strange thoughts have been running through my head for the past two days. I don't really know what's going on with me but it was bothering me until I grabbed a good book and headed to the park. I've felt like I was living in a perpetual dream without really having a stable environment to exist in. if that makes any sense. I've been stuck inside my head, with only my perception as reality. At least, I think that's what it is.
This all started when Craig went to T.O. to see Jim. Ever since he left, I've felt a little bit empty. I don't know how to feel about that - good because, well, it's good to know that you really do care about someone as much as you think you do and bad because it seems a little too dependent. I don't really like being dependent. Anyways, so yeah, I left the bar at 12 freaking 30. I don't think Ive ever left that early but man, did I need to get out of there. It seemed super stressful, like sensory overload. As soon as I got home, I took a 45 minute cold shower and things felt a little better. Slept for 10 hours, too, which is amazing for me.
Woke up this morning in a similar daze, after some confusing dreams which I can't quite remember now. Decided, after a bit, that it would probably do me some good to get out of the house so I thought I'd walk to the park, and then thought better to take a book. I picked up a book that was recommended to me by a couple of people and I eventually stole from Craig entitled 'The Adventures of a Reluctant Messiah'. I read half of it while I was there and really enjoyed it. Got my brain going (if you've read the book, I'm sure you can attest to this) in really strange, but enjoyable directions. I started thinking about this whole dream world I'd been wandering around in and my perception of things. I realized that when I spend time with someone else (ie. Craig) I get the dual perception of reality whereas when I'm by myself all the time, I only get my own perception, which is why I go into this dream like mode. If this makes no sense, don't worry about it. I was never really good at expressing these philosophical kind of thoughts in writing. It all makes sense to me in my head ;)
2 days until I hear about the apartment. Wish me well.
07/04/02
Archived. Yay me.
Got back from Smooth Rock last night. Long freakin drive, but it wasn't too bad. Craig came back with me so that made it a little easier, too. We stopped and went swimming in Latchford and stopped at a huge used book store in Cobalt.
I'm moving out. Looking for a one bedroom apartment that you can smoke in and have pets in is not an easy thing to do. Craig's gonna stay with me for a while until he figures out what he wants to do...or until he gets a journalism job, since that's what he just got his diploma in. It was a long and drawn out descision to move out, but I think it will be for the best. My house is getting ridiculously overcrowded and my temper is way too short around here, I think.
Saw a place today that was pretty damn small but downtown. Still waiting for George to call me back. Hopefully I'll go see that apartment tomorrow.