subsomatic
Rage Against the Machine – Know Your Enemy
Mint Royale – My Heart Is Beating Fast
Film Noir World – Sleeping City
Quantic – Trouble from the River
December 28th, 2002 - 3:05 p.m.
Well then. I'm pretty drunk right now but content besides the fact that I'm missing my boyfriend like CRAZY! The only purpose of this update is to tell Craig to check his email. And hopefully he gets this before I see him. *sigh*
December 27th, 2002 - 3:30 p.m.
I'm not quite sure how life can be so complicated and so simple at the same time. I've got the apartement to myself (aside from the cats), had a 10 hour sleep, just took a nice long shower/bath and feel pretty calm. At the same time, there's all this shit going on about money owed to people and people being ignorant, stupid, irresponsible and just annoying. And as of this afternoon, I'm going to be completely broke. All this on top of missing Craig and feeling kind of lonely. I only really feel lonely at night tho, because that's the only time I see him usually.
Anywho, I've got to go get Craig's paycheck. Bah, buses.
December 21st, 2002 - 5:48 p.m.
So, I'm back. Snowboarding was good. We didn't get to ride that much due to crappy weather conditions, but the time that we had out there was good. Had a lot of problems due to my 8 year old bindings that just don't want to stay in place any more. I should really upgrade some of my equipment but I don't have the funds right now and I really don't have much of an opportunity to ride much, seeing as I don't have a car.
Finished my christmas shopping today (minus one thing for my Dad). I hate malls to begin with and some lady behind some counter informed me that today was THE busiest shopping day of the year. Woop-di-doo. The place was packed. Got my shit and got out of there as fast as I could.
I've got to work tonight. Kind of sucks because Craig and I wanted to spend some time together but Matte sliced his hand open on thursday so he can't work and Kyle keeps giving me a bit of the run-around. Nothing unusual, not to say that I'm not getting sick of it. Hopefully Kyle's gonna take over for me as soon as she gets off upstairs, but I never really know what to expect of her anymore.
I've currently got a headache and I think I need some food - so off I go.
Oh yeah, if you were on my ICQ list, please send me a message 'cuz my list was whiped with the reformat.
December 16th, 2002 - 2:11 p.m.
Everything is up and running again. Thank god. Soulseek is still have some issues but I don't think it's anything serious.
Went to a trance party on...Saturday night/Sunday morning. Good fun. Went with Jenn and a bunch of her friends from Kingston. I kinda just got dragged along, since I don't actually listen to a lot of trance, but I like to dance...and stuff. I had a really good time.
So Jenn should be here in about 15 minutes and we're going up to Collingwood for a week to go snowboarding. I can't fucking wait (regardless of how tired I feel). I haven't had to chance to go snowboarding in way too long and I think this is what I need. I should go finish packing.
Have a good week everyone.
December 13th, 2002 - 4:43 p.m.
So. I'm updating from school due to the fact the DirectX 8.1 (a windows product, for those of you who don't know) completely fucked up my computer and fter about 5 hours on the phone with various technicaly support people, I had to reformat my computer. I lost everything on there. All my school stuff, about 2500 mp3s, all my programs, and my internet connection. After reformatting, I called my ISP to get the information to get online again (I'm on DSL) and apparently the installation guy was supposed to leave some kind of intstall CD for the software to connect to the net. No such luck. I had to get my mom to drive to the ISP place in Cambridge, pick up a CD and drive it to Guelph. I tried to run the thing but it's so user-unfriendly - I'm going to have to call the ISP place later and get them to walk me through it.
You know, once upon a time, I actually considered myself some kind of a computer geek. No more. I know nothing about these machines. I feel so fucking incompatent.
To top all this off, I had to work a 10 hour shift last night and get up this morning after about 5 1/2 hours of sleep to start studying for my exam tonight.
Thank god this will all be over soon. I should have the net back up by Saturday afternoon and I can download ICQ and soulseek and the rest of it. I need to get my life back in order!!!!
December 10th, 2002 - 12:23 a.m.
So. What a day. My mom picked me up an hour late to go Ikea today so I could get Craig some bookshelves and other various things for Christmas. Found some really nice stuff..but... He came home before I had everything set (sucky part #1). After assembling the second shelf, we proceeded to turn the living room inside out about 15 times (sucky part #2) and Craig ended up getting rather pissed off (suchy part #3). Good present, kel. blah. Anyways, they look nice and he seems satisfied. Or so he tells me....
Big exam tomorrow. Wish me luck.
December 7th, 2002 - 3:12 a.m.
Home from the bar, drunk and bored. So here we go...
Basic Stuffs...
[name] - Kelly
[nicknames] - alchemy, boo, kel
[age] - 21
[sign] - gemini
[chinese zodiac sign] - can't remember
[location] - guelph, ontario, canada (eh)
[sexual preference] - bi
[status] - living with the boyfriend
[current hair color] - black
[eyes] - change - mostly hazel
[parents together] - yup
[syblings] - 1 sister - Lindsay
[pets] - 2 cats (Boo, Cora) in Guelph, 1 cat (Chelsea) and 1 dog (Bentley) in Cambridge
[in school graduate] - undergrad - 3rd year
[what do you work for] - Trappers Alley and soon the Underground (bars)
[how much do you get] - not enough
[what do you drive] - i wish - mom owns a volvo
Choose...
[black & white/color] - black & white
[black or white] - black
[red or blue] - red
[dog or cat] - cat
[roses or dasies] - roses
[beer or liquor] - liquor tastes good - beer gets me drunk
[underwear or thong] - underwear
[long or short hair] - depends on the person
[boots or shoes] - skate shoes
[mexican or italian food] - italian
[dark or light] - dark
[city or country] - city, unless its forest
[solid or animal print sheets] - solid
[sub or dom] - sub (I'm too much of a pussy)
Favorite...
[color] - black and purple
[animal] - eagle or wolf
[vehicle] - volvo!
[flower] - black rose
[beer] - Canadian or Keiths
[liquor] - Ammeretto
[soda] - coke
[food] - um. good garlic bread?
[book] - The Celestine Prophecy - James Redfield
[author] - Douglas Copeland
[band] - changes regularly - right now...probably Mindless Self Indulgence
[song] - Cocaine and Toupees - Mindless
[movie] - no clue
[director] - no clue
[activity] - uh...sex? i dunno...
[color for hair] - black, blue
[tattoos] - a few
[peircings] - also a few
Have you...
[stolen something] - yep
[smoke] - yep
[pot] - rarely
[crack] - no
[drink] - some say I have a problem
[been so drunk u forgot your name] - nope
[been so drunk you didnt care u forgot your name] - nope
[posed for nude pics] - nope
[considered a life of crime] - i think it would be exciting but not for me
[considered being a hooker] - nope
[maybe a pimp] - nope
[been married] - nope
[being divorced] - nope
[are you pycho] - perhaps
[split personalities] - hey, I'm a gemini
[schizophrenic] - nope
[obsessive] - depends
[complusive] - I clean my nails a lot
[obsessive complusive] - nope
[panic] - yep
[anxiety] - yep - thank god for the rubix cube
[depressed] - isn't everyone?
[suicidal] - not for quite some time
[homicidial] - nope
[genocidal] - nope
[pedophile] - nope - enough with this...
[obsessed with hate] - the world's a pretty shitty place sometimes
[mutilate animals] - never
[idolize infamous criminals] - nope
Have you ever...
[kissed someone] - yep
[been in love] - yep
[been so drunk you blacked out] - would I remember that?
[kept a secret from someone] - of course
[set a body part on fire] - my hair, by accident
[had an imaninary friend] - when i was a kid, I had an imaginary friend named Day-Bay, he lived in my bellybutton
[called or seen a psychic] - uh - just tarot card readings
[cried at a chcik flick] - probably
[had a crush on a teacher] - maybe...
[had a crush on a cartoon charactor] - for sure
[ever owned a N.K.O.T.B. tape] - never
[watched Punky Brewster] - for sure
[prank called someone] - yep
[been on stage] - yep
[got in a car accident] - yep - just minor though
Do you...
[wear eye shadow] - sometimes
[have a dog] - in Cambridge
[want a tattoo and where] - it's about time for a new one - i gots to start thinking
[have regrets] - I used to have a no-regret policy but that disapated when I realized I was stupid. and that I do stupid shit.
[crush] - nope
[have a best friend] - a couple
[go some where for advice] - not really
[have someone who knows all your secrets] - nope - maybe Craig
[do you cry with someone] - not often
Beleive in...
[god or the devil] - sometimes. then I think about it too much and get confused
[your self] - see above
[aliens] - thought pending...
[love] - for sure
[monsters] - nope
[one person for everyone] - i think there are many people for everyone
Weeeee! Stolen from this site. Night.
December 5th, 2002 - 9:22 a.m.
Tooooo fucking early...I was planning on staying awake after driving Craig to work this morning so I could get some studying done. I just don't know if it will be of any benefit to me considering I'm having a rather hard time keeping my eyes open.
We went and saw Remy Shand last night. Fucking amazing concert. The opening acts were a little...weak...but Remy was awesome. So full of energy and putting so much into everything he did. One of those people you just smile at when you watch them do their thing because you know they're loving every second of it. Amazing musician, as well. Craig and I danced the night away. It was very good times.
Added some new cams to the portal, including Craig's and Lynn's. So go check it out.
I'm going back to bed.
December 4th, 2002 - 1:04 a.m.
Anyone wanna buy this for me for Christmas? I'd buy it myself but the shipping costs to Canada are ridiculous. Goddammn you, hottopic! I would never do this, but, damn! I love Gir and my current wristband is gone to shit. (Hint: if you're my friend and wanna get my something good for Christmas.....I'd love you forever!) If you want to, mail me.
In other news, Craig moved his website. I bought him a domain for Christmas. New layout up and everything. Go check it out.
First exam went well. Two more to go. I'm a lucky girl - only 3 exams and aaaaall spread out ;P weee!
December 3rd, 2002 - 1:00 p.m.
I used to have a bunch of crap affiliate porn clicks off this site (or rather off alchemybear.com - my old domain) but they all seemed pretty useless unless you were getting those kind of visitors to your site. I swore I'd never do any of them again just because I'm not on the internet to make money. Alas, I just realized that my host, doteasy, has an affiliate program so I'm putting a link on here. I really don't know if I'll make any money off this thing, but that's not really my purpose in having it here. I've had really good experiences with doteasy, and if you're looking for hassle free, reliable, open web hosting with no banners, go take a look.
Gots to go study now....
December 2nd, 2002 - 11:32 p.m.
This is fun. I was going to post them all up here but I figure I'll just send you to tr0nk's webiste. Have fun.
December 1st, 2002 - 11:23 p.m.
Got in a wee argument with Craig over his recent update. But that's behind us now. But it got me thinking. For some reason, I tend to have a strong habit of staying friends with my x-boyfriends, or atleast the one's that I was friends with before any romatic crap occured. Is that strange of me? I just don't see the point of waisting a good friendship. I mean, you obviously have to care about someone to date them, unless the downfall of the relationship gets to the point where you hate each other. I try not to let things like that happen. I mean, if you know that a relationship is doomed for whatever reason, what's the point in letting it go until both members despize each other. You've realized that you don't work out as a couple, but why not be friends? I'm sure many people are sympathizing with Craig right now. But seriously, staying friends doesn't at all mean that you want to get back together with the person.
I dunno. Just my thoughts. Maybe a little incoherent, and I'm probably missing some crutial points to the argument, but it's just what I think.
My first exam is on Tuesday. Studying is..well..going slowly. With a good video game in the house, laundry and cleaning to be done, Christmas around the corner and Craig wanting to go to movies...well...we'll see how much I get done tomorrow.